I'm not. In fact, I'm still not even aware that this forum exists. -Bats (although I may be starting to suspect...)
One day, grumpybat. One day you will join us in the glorious revolution. Until then, remember what Cecil says! "If you see something say nothing, and drink to forget."
Oh, I shall - and it shall be a glorious day... But not until I find my way here. (I'll make it eventually... I think I took a wrong turn around chatango and got lost) So that's what I've been forgetting! -Bats
Like that blur, just out of the corner of your eye, that fleeting motion that you can never seem to catch? Don't worry about that. It's just anashel, cataloging every fear and insecurity you have for future reference.
I'll make Anashel's job easy then: The feeling at 3 AM of how small one is in relation to the cosmos The Faceless Old Woman Who Lives In Your House Emotions I don't understand when standing in a warm rain Spiders
I believe confusion is the permanent state of being. Any moments of clarity should be disregarded as a phantom itch of the human ego yearning to feel a temporary measure of safety. XD Only one thing on my list was a Nightvale Reference!
Confusion is the temporary measure of safety; it shelters one from the revelation that an unavoidable consequence will dominate whatever action you take. It is the neurological hijack of attention that you must, paradoxically, always be attentive of; fail to do so, and confusion may permeate and gain permanency.